Be careful what you wish for

It's been a while. It seems that my visits to this blog are becoming few, far, and inbetween. That's neither here nor there. I just thought that it was time for me to write. I am in a place...a wierd place. I had no idea that this place exsisted. It's some where in the middle between happy & sad and couldn't be more far away from content. I wish I had a name for it.

I finally moved to New York City. I thought I would be happier about this move. Don't get me wrong, I am thrilled to be living in the city, however, I couldn't be more sad about it. I think the older you get the more you wish you had family around you. That isn't an option.

And to top it all off...he's changed....