Hey world

So...I haven't written in a long time. There really is no reason for this I guess I have just been in a good place lately...and I usually save this blog to get my emotions out when I am not doing so well.

I guess that means I am in a bad spot right now. I am upset because I have to repeat a class that I would rather not be in. Public Opinion and Propaganda, is possibly the worse class ever invented. It wouldn't be that bad if it wasn't taught by the worse instructor on the planet. So because of this, I will not be graduating, sigh...yeah that is right. I have to take summer school, and I will be finished with my degree in July, however I will not be able to walk across the stage until May 2007. This breaks my heart more than a little bit.

I feel like I am a failure. Even though everyone keeps reassuring me that I'm not. People tell me that because I have fought this long, and come this far it means that I am a survivor of the system, not a failure of it. I can't help but to think differently.

I hope that things begin to look up for me in this regard. I really pray that I make it through this semester with no mess ups, no excuses, no procrastination. I guess I will see what happens.